Well, to think that after so many months since I last saw her, I could actually have the chance to see her online once again. It's just so unexpected.

Around this time yesterday, I spotted an unknown contact on my messenger(whom he/she had added me weeks ago when my computer was facing some serious hard-drive problem), and initiated a chat with him/her. And of course, I started by asking who he/she was. Never did I expect, came the reply "Well, I'm *her*.."

At that very moment, I had this strange feeling which I do not know how to put it in words.. It was that kind of ecstasy, yet, another of sadness as it brought back many memories we had. From the short conversation, I could tell that she hasn't changed the least bit. Though I had very much wanted to spend more time with her, I just didn't know what to say, and I didn't talk much about myself.

I may seem not affected in any way, and friends may think that I have long forgotten her, but in actual fact, she's never more than a thought away..

Perhaps, it's true that in life, we are often escaping from our inner self, not wanting to face the harshness of reality..